Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Flashback

I'm sidetracking here today...because today has been a year since this happened.  I remember EVERYTHING about this day like it was yesterday.  Lunch, my doctor's appointment, getting Jaggar an icecream cone, going to Target, doing Christmas with Mom and Mema that night and how excited the kids were, doing laundry, talking on the phone, CONTRACTING...worrying I was going into labor before the fact...so much...and yet?  I'd do it again.  I guess the mind does block out certain negative aspects of life, especially pregnancy, but I think I really enjoyed pregnancy, and I hate to say it, but I KNOW I looked awesome lol.  I mean, let's just be honest.  Seeing all of the Christmas lights being turned on made me think of my late night hospital ride and looking at them as we drove to RMC late at night to meet this person we loved but didn't know and had not named...agreeably anyways.   Now a year later, we certainly do know him and LOVE him.  What a wonderful ride it has been.

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