Had Sage not been getting a trophy for her perfect attendance, I probably would have left as soon as we were done. I was personally so very done. I told Travis, "Please don't say anything remotely close to joking about this right now because it's not funny to me at all." And it wasn't funny to anyone, but Travis and I both try to fix things with humor so I was just giving a fair warning. I honestly don't remember much of anything about the rest of the show. Travis informed me that I was taking her to the ER when we were done. I said, "Um no. I am done for the day. I just spent hours cooped up downstairs in a hot room with hundreds of small children. I'm sure not about to go sit in the ER for them to tell me to wrap it." Now had her foot been swollen and purple, I obviously would have done things differently.
I also told him to make sure that Sage could get up to the stage for her awards because I really couldn't handle anymore of it. None of this had very little to do with me. It was Sage's loss, but I'm also the one that sat out in that lobby for a year. In plastic lawn chairs. With Jaggar many times. It was a tough loss for ME, even though it wasn't ME. It was just a selfish part of me that I had to deal with, and I think any mother that spent that much time and money would have felt the same thing. If not, well, you must be better than I am. But at the end of the day, I was sad for HER. She'd cried all day that she couldn't finish. Sigh...anyway, she did make it to the stage for her trophy and flowers.
Right before she went on the stage, I took this picture. This is probably one of the top 5 best pictures I've ever taken of them.
I also told him to make sure that Sage could get up to the stage for her awards because I really couldn't handle anymore of it. None of this had very little to do with me. It was Sage's loss, but I'm also the one that sat out in that lobby for a year. In plastic lawn chairs. With Jaggar many times. It was a tough loss for ME, even though it wasn't ME. It was just a selfish part of me that I had to deal with, and I think any mother that spent that much time and money would have felt the same thing. If not, well, you must be better than I am. But at the end of the day, I was sad for HER. She'd cried all day that she couldn't finish. Sigh...anyway, she did make it to the stage for her trophy and flowers.
Right before she went on the stage, I took this picture. This is probably one of the top 5 best pictures I've ever taken of them.
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