"Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and you learn at once how big and precious it is." – Aleksei Peshkov
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Secret
Can you see?
Yes, it's true! :) She will be a big sister, and I am, indeed.........
This is such an exciting time. I'm not sure this is the time I should even be typing this because I'm so exhausted. I've been up since 3am from excitement after taking the positive test . To be clear, Travis and I have been trying for 7 months now to have a baby, and it was getting so discouraging. I would have to take a day to mourn, each time thinking, "I don't want to go through this again. Could something be wrong? Why isn't it as easy this time around? Maybe I can't have more kids?" I was just done with thinking about it. No more googling, temperature charting, or pregnancy tests that weren't necessary. Last night, even, Sage asked me, "When is God going to give us a baby?" I said, "He will when the time is right. We just have to be patient because He knows the perfect time." And that is truth. All of Heaven and Earth waiting for the one moment to say, "Now, this is the time _______ Spence is to be formed." So, thank you to those that stayed positive for me, even going as far to buy things for me and a nonexistant babe. And Thank you, LORD, for a new pregnancy that for a long time, I thought would never happen. It is a year of new beginnings. It's a bit overwhelming and emotional, but in a very good way. We are thankful and excited to watch this new little person grow.
She is going to be SUCH a good sister.
Mayer is mourning over the fact that he will have to have a new home. :) Just kidding...unless YOU want him.
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5 comments:
YIPPPIIIEEEE!!!!!!!
I am so happy for you!
Congrats on the big news!
So happy for you, very exciting news.
So happy for you guys. It was harder for us too the second time around it took us a good 6 months I believe. I finally decided the same thing too. Each month would be an upset & days of wondering if something was wrong. When I stopped thinking about it then it happened. Praying for an easy & wonderful pregnancy for you!
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